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hety

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:39:32 GMT

hey im back i havent been online for about 4 months but i'm back now
things were really bad with Samantha for a while, but i think we are finally getting back on track. with as much pain there has been our love is strong because we both want to be together still hope everyone i havent talked to in forever is well

i love you Samantha

two surveys

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 18:23:19 GMT

1.) Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
yes, definately

2.) Do you own an iPod?
no i have no use for one

3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?
don't have a myspace

4.) What time is your alarm clock set for?
not sure

5.) If there was a fire, what would be the first thing you would grab?
pants

6.) Flip flops or sneakers?
sneakers

7.) Who's your favourite Disney princess?
Cinderella

8.) What was the last movie you watched?
Open Water 2

9.) What's your favourite flower?
none

10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy?
yes

11.) Have you ever tried sticking your fingers together?
yes

12.) What CD is currently in your CD player?
a mix i made

13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
2% Solomans

14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week?
i dont think so

16.) Who was the last person to call you?
uh i dont know

17.) When was the last time you cried?
couple of weeks ago

18.) Why?
relationship

19.) How many siblings do you have?
2

20.) Last time someone gave you flowers?
Jr. High

21.) What movie do you know every line to?
SLC Punk, Memphis Belle

22.) Do you own any band t-shirts?
most of my shirts are

23) What's the longest book you've read?
1000 pages

24.) Are you mad at anyone?
no

26.) Have you ever thrown up in public?
yes

27.) Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
desktop

28.) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
more tattoos

29.) What is the weather like?
too hot

30.) Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
yes

31.) Is sex before marriage wrong?
no

32.) When was the last time you slept on the floor?
uh labor day

33.) How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
4

35.) Are your days full and fast-paced?
no

46) What is your favourite TV show?
a lot

47) Which celebrity dead or alive would you want to have lunch with?
eh doesn't matter none really

49) What one thing do you wish you had?
eh who knows

1. what cd have you forgotten about and then recently remembered you love so much?
none

2. what was the last thing that reminded you of someone and who did it remind you of?
uh nothing really

3. if you die, do you ever worry that your penapal/online/long distance friends might never find out about it?
i don't really have any all my friends are relatively close and know each other

4. what is the most depressing song ever?
Swiss Army Romance

5. what kinds of things are you planning on doing this summer?
i dont know

6. what kind of punctuation mark is your least favorite?
semi colons

7. what do you think is the best way to get a date?
ask someone

8. what kind of sections is your buddy list divided up into?
school and home

9. what are some of your favorite music videos?
Against Me! Thrash Unreal

10. whats your favorite eighties song?
not sure

11. what actor/actress is so so sexy to you?
Audrey Tautou

12. be honest, are you going to get some this summer or what?
i would hope so

13. whats the strangest dream you've ever had?
dont remember

14. whats your favorite kind of natural disaster?
Tsunamis

15. whats your least favorite month?
August

16. if you could change your birthday, when would it be?
i wouldnt

17. if you could get anything you wanted for your birthday this year, what would it be?
a boat

18. who's house did you sleep at last?
mine

19. Where'd it go?
it's still on Oak st

20. what was the last beautiful thing you noticed?
the Delaware

21. what makes you cry?
nothing

22. what do you think your bestest friends are doing right now?
Bestest? well Samantha and Jon are both at school, and i haven't heard from the Black kid in ages

23. what was the last good thing you ate?
Burger King Monday

24. have you, or do you think you'll ever be able to trust anyone enough to tell them every single one of your secrets?
maybe

25. who do you think would cry if they ever read your journal?
nobody

26. what is the cure for the summer time blues?
sex

27. whats the last cd you listened to?
mix i made

28. give me a quote that will do me some good.
"get your head out of your ass and try for once, you'll never be happy if you settle"

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 15:31:28 GMT

We got the house!!! we were approved, and the people took our offer so we are now almost officially homeowners. settlement is going to be mid august. they wanted 117,500 for it but we offered 112,000 and they took it yay i'm pretty darn excited

it's been a while

Tue, 30 May 2006 20:21:25 GMT

soit's about time for an update i guess. my dad is home for good now, still handicaped, but he doesnt have to be in a nursing home, and the construction on my mom's house is almost complete. my apartment lease is up at the end of August, so i have been looking to buy a house. we put an offer on a nice one in pottstown, but the people selling wanted more of a seller asist than we were offering. it seems like i finally have my life in order, but it still seems like a mess. i shaved my head, so nomore mohawk. i went to Dorney park Saturday and met up with my friend Jonathan and Diana from Jersey, since Jon just got out of jail. Brandon's baby is due in early June, and the christing is on July 23, i think it's the first time i have ever looked forward to going to Delaware.
ok that's it for me.
Brendan

yup, bored again

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 18:47:59 GMT

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
yes

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
yes

3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding? Or "sledding" as some call it...
years ago

4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
with her!

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
no

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
no

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
yes

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
Jennifer Aniston

9. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics?
yes

10. Do you know how to play poker?
yes

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
yes

12. Have you ever cheated on a test?
yes

13. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around?
i go fast???

14. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
probably

16. Have you ever Ice Skated?
no

17. How often do you remember your dreams?
most of the time

18. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were cryin?
wow too long

19. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

20. Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is?
no

21. Do you always wear your seatbelt?
no

22. What talent do you wish you had?
something... anything...

23. Do you like Sushi?
no

25. What do you wear to bed?
nothing

26. Have you been caught stealing?
no

27. Do you truely hate anyone?
yes

28. Rock and Roll or Rap?
either

30. Have you played nintendo?
yes

30. Do you have a relative in prison?
no

31. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror?
yes

32 Do you know how to play chess?
yes

33. Who do you miss?
Lots of People

34. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
yes

35. Have you ever been punched in the face?
yes

36. When is the last time you threw up from drinking too much?
couple weeks ago... it was also the first time

37. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the the movie theater?
no

38. Do you ever sit through a bad movie, just to see how bad it can get?
yes

39. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone?
yes

40. Have you ever met someone famous that you really wanted to meet?
not really famous

41. Have you ever been stood up?
yes

42. When's the last time you screamed at the top of your lungs?
i hate loud

43. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, just to fit in?
no

44. Do you consider yourself "the biggest fan" of something?
no

45. Have you ever fell alseep with both socks on but woke up having either one or none on?
yes

46. For gay marriages?
yes

47. Have you ever stood in the shower for 10 minutes just standing there?
yes

48. Average hours you sleep at night?
lately... 3-5

49. Ever got caught doing something you shouldnt be doing?
yes

50. For long distant relationships?
nope

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 23:28:56 GMT

1]. Name one person who is on your mind right now- My Sister

[2]. Do you think your life has been good so far? for the most part

[3]. Where is the last place you went? Farm Park

[4]. Who is the last person you called? Mom

[5]. Who is the last person you texted? Samantha

[6]. What's the name of your first love? Karen

[7]. Do you still talk to him/her/see? no

[8]. What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? 3.5 Years

[9]. Why did it end? Wasn’t working at all

[10]. ever cheated on anyone? yes

[11]. Been cheated on? yes

[12]. Have you ever thought that you were in love? yeah.

[13]. Ever been caught having sex? By friends

[14]. Have you ever slept with someone on the first date? No

[15]. What is your favorite body type to cuddle with? The girl kind

[16]. Do you look like your mom or dad? mom

[17]. Do you have siblings? Yea

[18]. Do you smile often? usually

[19]. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? hopefully

[20]. Could you be a vegetarian? I was for 6monthes, just to prove I could do it

[21]. Are you sentimental? no

[22]. If you had to get married tomorrow, who would you marry? Samantha

[23]. Groomsmen/Bridesmaid? Jon, Brandon, Colin

[24]. Who would you want to catch the bouquet/garter? Colin

[25]. Do you know anyone who wants to marry you? Yeah I guess she does

[26]. Ever thought someone was "the one"? yeah

[27]. What do you think your wedding song will be? Haven’t thought about it I used to know

[28]. What is your middle name? Patrick

[29]. Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): love

[30]. Do you wish on stars? Sometimes, it never works

[31]. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Only my boots

[32]. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten? Don’t know

[33]. Would you kill someone? sure

[34]. When did you last cry? Don’t remember

[35]. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you? Me!

6]. Have you ever met anyone famous? Not famous really

[37]. Do you like your handwriting? nope

[38]. Who are you jealous of? nope

[39]. What is your favorite lunchmeat? beef

[40]. Do you have any bad habits? Nail biting

[41]. Are you a friendly person? no

[42]. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no

[43]. Do looks matter? yes

[44]. What is your favorite school subject? history

[45]. Are you keeping a secret from the world? Yes but I am going to tell her tonight

[46]. Do you regret anything? Yes

Q: WHO'S BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?
A: Samantha’s

Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A: white

Q: WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW?
A: blue

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
A: nah

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
A: 28 Days Later

Q: NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?
A: a neckless, ring, braclet

Q: WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?
A: leapord print we think we are porn stars

Q: HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?
A: I’m in my pajamas

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
A: hanging out

Q: WHATS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF THE CHICKEN?
A: none

Q: WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TOWN/CITY?
A: Washington DC

Q: I CAN'T WAIT TO?
A: sleep

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR DAD?
A: 2 weeks ago

Q: Who got you to join myspace?
A: Zach Horn

Q: How long have you been at your current job?
A: last Jan.

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: no

Q: What's the last thing you said out loud?
A: I love you

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: a hallway

Q: What is the last place you spent over $100?
A: bought my car

Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: Samantha’s pants

Q: What web site(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: myspace

Q: If you could drink anything right now what would it be?
A: Soloman’s 2% milk

Q: Does anything hurt on ur body right now?
A: leg

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A: DC

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: yes

Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: nope

Q: Any ideas for your new-years resolution?
A: I’m going to tell her tonight

Q: Admit something about yourself.
A: I’m not as great as people think
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c r y i n g section

when was the last time you really cried your heart out? i dont know

ever cried yourself to sleep?: sure

ever cried on your friend's shoulder? yes

ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes

do you cry when you get an injury? no

do songs make you cry?: sometimes

are you normally a happy person?: no

what can make you happy? Friends, Samantha, Family

do you wish you were happier: everyday

what makes you the happiest?: Samantha
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is being happy overrated?: no
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l o v e section

how many times have you had your heart broken?: once

do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no

have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? I would die for anyone I love, even just friendship love

did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' back? no

has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes

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h a t e section

who do you actually hate: people

have you ever been on a hit list?: kinda

are you a mean bully?: no just a jerk

do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: nah

do you hate George Bush?: yes
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s e l f - e s t e e m section

is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes

do you believe in yourself?: no

who was the last person to say you were pretty/hot/etc: Samantha

ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you werent good enough?: yup

do you wish you can be someone else?: no

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L//O/O/K/ /A/T/ /M/E/
x Whats your natural hair color? brown
x What is your current hair color? blackish
x What color are your eyes?: green
x Current Piercings?: just ears and dick
x Long or Short Hair?: mohawk
x Straight or Curly? curly

/C/U/R/R/E/N/T/L/Y/ W/E/A/R/I/N/G
x What shirt are you wearing? white The Exploited shirt
x shorts/pants/ are you wearing?: TMNT Pants
x Rings? 1
x Braclets?: 1
x Is your hair up or down?: downish

/T/H/I/S/ O/R/ /T/H/A/T/
Rock or Rap: rock

Coffee or Hot Cocoa:

Baseball or Softball:

Wild Night out or Romantic Night in: i like both

Chocolate or Vanilla:

Bracelet or Necklace: necklace

Pink or Purple: purple

History or Science: history

Sleep in or Early to rise: sleep in

beach or Boardwalk:

Hoodie or Tee Shirt: either

Night Or Day: night

High School or College: BASH

White or Black: white

love or fun: they go together

California or Florida:

Simple Plan or Good Charlotte:

Love at first sight or Learn to Love: learn

Babe or Baby:

/H/A/V/E/ Y/O/U/ E/V/E/R/

Kissed the opposite sex?: yes

Kissed the same Sex?: no

Hugged someone?: all the time

Been on the phone until the sun came up?: yes

Put a song on repeat for more than 2 hours?: yes

Gone Skinny dipping?: yes

Laughed so hard you pissed in your pants? no

/T/H/E/ L/A/S/T/
person you talked to in person?: Samantha

Person you talked to online?: no idea

person you talked to on the phone?: mom

last time you had a shower?: 10 minutes

/R/A/N/D/O/M/
Do you like surveys: yes

Do you ever wonder what your life will be like 10 years down the road?: all the time

you get along with your parents?: yes

Are you old enough to vote?: yes

Are you happy?: yeah

Are you sad?: no

You have mental breakdowns?: sometimes

Did you ever tell you parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?: yea

Do you have a cell phone: yes
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-Current Mood: tired

-Current Music: nothing

-Current Hair: mohawk

-Current Annoyance: life

-Current Longing: to go to sleep

-Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: life

-Current desktop picture?: red

-Current Favorite Music: whatever

-Current Favorite Book: i don't read

-Current CD In Stereo: LTJ

-Current Refreshment:

-Current Worry: telling her

shit i'm a gangsta bitch i know you want this shit

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:29:46 GMT

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 23:46:20 GMT

What is your current relationship status? - Love

What is your sexual orientation? - straight

What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? - it varies

What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? - eyes and hair

What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? - also varies

What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? - not long, as long as it looks good on them i dont care how short

What is the usual age range you look at? - 18-21 i guess would be acceptable

What traits turn you off? - there are a lot

Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? - usually relationships

Are you afraid to ask people out on dates? - yea

How well do you handle rejection? - whatever

Do you miss your last sweetie? - no

Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you? - depends

What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? - 3.5 years

The shortest? - 2 Monthes

Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad? - i love spending a lot of time with Samantha

Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment? - no

When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? - now, but occasionally the future

How do you prefer to handle disagreements? - i dont know

How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? - i do the same thing, so i guess i cant get too mad

Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? - in love

What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? - 1 year

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? - only after i found out they felt the same way

Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? - no

Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? - yes

How do you feel about long-distance relationships? - i used to have faith in them... but now i know they cant work

Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? - probably not

Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? - ive never really thought about it

How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? - not at all

How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? - i wont date anyone not Anglo, and definately not Jewish

In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? - meh, not stupid but other than that it's cool

In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? - they need one to put up with me

What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? - i dont know

What was your first kiss like? - weird and scary and there were way too many people around, and it was forced but worth it

What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? - stomach, eyes, hair

What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? - eyes

How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? - i'm shallow

How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? - i love her body

When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? - i've only initiated once

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? - yes too many times

Were you single at the time? - not really

What are your ticklish areas? - feet

What do you most like about making out? - butterflies

Are you a virgin? - no

If not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one? - dont remember it

How old were you when you lost your virginity? - 19?

Have you ever had sex with someone you loved? - yes

Have you ever turned down an offer for sex? - yes

How much do you think sex changes a relationship? - makes it stronger

How do you feel about casual sex? - nope

Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? - no!

Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love? - yes

Do you believe in love? - of course

Do you believe in love at first sight? - no

Has someone ever told you they loved you? - yes

Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? - yes

Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? - nope

Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? - more monogoamous

Have you ever been married? - nope

How do you feel about marriage? - i dont even know

If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? - someday, maybe, i dont know

Do you plan on having children someday? - no

Have you ever had your heart broken? - yes

Have you ever been dumped? - no

Have you ever dumped someone? -yea

Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? - no

Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? - yes

Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? - yea

Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt? - yea

Have you ever been unfaithful? - yes

Have you ever been cheated on? - yes

Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? - yep

Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? - yeah kinda i dont know for sure though she was wierd and i dont know if we were really broken up or just one of her crazy fits of rage

Did it work? - she was crazy

Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? - no idea

Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? - nope

Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? - bitter, not really enemies, cause we dont really both with each other

If so, did you ever made amends? -

Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch? - only because i was a dick

Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? - yes

Were you afraid to do so? yes she is scary

Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them? - i ask mutual friends how Julie is doing, cause i worry about her, and sometimes people tell me about Karen even though i dont care

If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel? - shitty, but i realize it's better this way

Have you ever longed to get back together with someone? - kinda

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 21:27:22 GMT

ok so it's been quite a while... uh i crashed a mail truck that's my biggest news i guess i'm fine just bruises... i feel like shit about myself again... whoo depression. i did go to DC last weekend and that was some fun i enjoyed myself. uh i dont care anymore

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 00:47:45 GMT

meh

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 01:35:09 GMT

i hate finding out who my friends are... and realizing it's not who i thought were the best

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 04:11:02 GMT

sooooooooooooooo.... well i've kinda patched things up with my Mom, and she is coming for dinner Wednesday night... so that'll be cool, i'm making pepperoni bread, and steak and broccoli bread, Megan would want to come home for that. i'm so tired of life, i never got stressed before, because i never worried, now i'm constantly stressed and constantly worried, i want Mel Gibson's superpower!!! that'd help take alot off my mind!!! bleck, my Asst. Postmaster flipped shit on me yesterday cause i was supposed to show up at 330 AM, but didnt go in til 930 AM, i'm always late, and he is really getting pissed. i miss younger years... i'm not as big a fan of adult life as i thought id be. oh and the Eagles are losing too. so fuck! i need to burn something, break something, hit something, or see Jon Morris... ah life... thank goodness for Samantha, or i would not want to live. oh on a better note we got a new roomate yesterday, his name is Greg, he's in to activism and Anarchy so that's really cool i like him... i drank half a gallon of Ice tea today... i peed lots!! King of the Hill, Family Guy, and the Simpsons were great tonight, but the only football game i watched sucked so i dont know i have no order or point to this entry goodnight everybody :)

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 15:03:51 GMT

Name: Brendan
Age: 20
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 130??
Hair color: many colors
Eye color: green
Glasses/Contacts?: glasses
Freckles?: really light ones on my face, and my shoulders are covered

Favorites
Subject: history
Book: Kick Me
TV show: Freeks and Geeks
Movie: lots
Author: meh
Artist: Samantha
Actor/Actress: meh
Food: pizza
Drink: Milk
Animal: nope
Band: Agnostic Front
Song: lots... Bryan's Lament
Instrument: drums
Facial Feature: eyes
Color: green
Place to visit: D.C.
Room in your house/apartment: Ours
Fictional Character: Danny Daly
Teacher: Mr. Fries- 11th grade, and Dr. Mulrooney, Freshman Sem. 1 and Sophmore Sem. 1
Grade (so far): Sr. year
Mythological Creature: meh
Web site: ebaums
Thing to do: Samantha
Day of the week: Sunday
Season: Fall
Month: October
Type of weather: Cold

Do you...
Drink?: nah
Smoke?: not anymore
Drive?: mostly ony at work since i have the worst car luck ever
Kiss on the first date?: if it feels right
Have sex on the first date?: no
Do drugs?: no
Live outside your means?: yeah
Obssess over your looks?: no, even though it takes 10 minutes to spike my hair
Abuse your family and friends?: maybe
Get good grades in school?: used to
Get sleepy during the day?: most of the time
Own a car?: yes
Own more than 15 pairs of shoes?: nope
Own more than 5 pairs of jeans?: nope

Have you ever...
Smoked a joint?: yes
Stayed up all night?: yes
Cussed in front of your parents?: yeah
Hurt the feelings of someone you loved?: yes
Had your feelings hurt by someone you loved?: yes
Failed a class?: yeah
Been really really scared?: yes
Had to face a phobia?: yes
Cried in public?: no
Thrown up at school?: yeah
Been kicked out of the store?: yes
Been in a car wreck?: yes
Dumped someone?: yes
Been dumped?: no
Had a one-night-stand?: yes
Cussed in a Church (or some other religious structure)?: yes
Beaten someone up?: yes
Been beaten up?: no, almost though
Broken a bone?: no
Been willing to sell your soul to the devil for something?: yup
Lied to someone you loved?: yes
Eaten an entire gallon of ice cream in one day?: no
Gotten an award?: yeah
Told a joke no one thought was funny?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: yeah
Cried so hard you laughed?: yeah
Been to the opera?: yep
Fallen asleep in class?: lots of times
Been cheated on by your boyfriend/girlfriend?: not my current girlfriend
Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend?: not my currrent girlfriend
Been in love?: yeah
Gone out with someone who was married?: no
Gone out with someone a lot older than you?: no, not a lot older
Been stood up on a date?: no
Looked horrible in a yearbook picture?: every picture ever
Done something life-threatening?: yes
Cut school?: yep
Bought a lottery ticket?: scratchoffs
Cheated on a test?: yes

Can you...
Swim?: yes
Ride a bike?: yes
Draw?: no
Sing?: no
Dance?: no
Skateboard?: no
Speak a second language?: some spanish
Play an instument?: drums
Recite the Gettysburg Address? frighteningly, yes
Label all fifty states?: yes
Name all the US presidents in the order they served?: yes
Read Tarot Cards, runes, palms, and/or, tea leaves?: no
Cook?: yeah
Whistle?: no
Snap?: yep
Cross your eyes?: yeah
Touch your nose with you tongue?: nope
Balance a book on your head?: not sure
Sew?: yeah
Recite the ABCs backwards without pausing?: no

If given the opportunity, would you...
Kill someone you hate?: 12 people
Have sex with someone really really really hot?: i have!!!!
Star in a movie?: no
Be on the cheerleading squad/football team?: yeah i love football
Become the king/queen of a coutry?: yeah only to abolish the monarchy
Steal something you wanted?: from large corporations
Cheat on a lover?: no not again
Let someone cheat on their lover with you?: no
Experiment with someone the same sex as you?: no fucking way ever that's sick
Live the life of someone else?: no
Sell your soul to the devil in exchange for something you really want?: if there was one
Go back in time and change something from happening?: yes!
Go to the moon?: no1
Run for president?: yes

Pick one
Coke or Pepsi?: coke
Cats or dogs?:
Really smart or really hot?: both
Really successful or really popular?: Successful
Really rich or really famous?: no
Smart and depressed or stupid and happy?: Stupid and happy
Summer or winter?: winter
Spring or fall?: Fall
Hot or cold?: cold
Love or lust?: Love
Chocolate or vanilla?: no
Skateboarding or surfing?: no

Which of your friends is the most...
Friendly?: Fay
Loud?: i make Samntha be loud :)
Timid?: a lot
Talkative?: i dont know
Annoying?: none
Tall?: Jon M.??
Short?: Melissa or Jessica
Smart?: not sure they are all bright
Crazy?: most of them
Funny?: Jeff

Who/When/What's the last...
Person you talked to on the phone?: some bitchy postal customer
Song you listened to?: that's youth
CD you listened to?: Radon Victims
Movie you watched?: Sleepy hollow
Book you read?: Albion's Seed
Thing you ate?: beef
Thing you bought?: friendly's
Time you cried?: month ago or more
Time you laughed?: yesterday
Kissed someone?: thismorning
Told someone you love them?: thismorning
Prayed?: bullshit
Hugged someone?: thismorning

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 18:01:14 GMT

somy car is dead, and the jeepis in th shop already...i hate my automotive life. Sunday night Jen convinced me to do something i havent doone in forever...it was wierd. um last nightwas halloween, it was amazing cause i was with Samantha... but there werent even any damn scary shows on TV!!!i'm so pised. we just watched movies and played aropund which is good. yesterday i went home and it wasnt bad, mymom was not overly mom acting, and it was the first time in over a month isaw colin

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 22:43:58 GMT

hmm i'm going to try for a real update for once... i do too many surveys, but i have a lot on my mind... first off what the hell happened to Halloween, i hate holidays, but Hallowenn is just amazing?? but it seems like there isnt even a halloween this year, i've seen one comercial that involves halloweenish shit and it was a sleepy hollow/bud light thing. i remember when every comericial got kids excited for halloween, Dunkin Doughnuts had the scary jimmies on there doughnuts with the darcula's castle commercial, and Micky D's always had the McNuggets dressed in fun costumes and wouldgive happy meals in a pumkin, or witch, or ghost bucket... i dont know i just feel like it's a shame kids are missing out on the greatness that HAlloween means to me. i dont know wheather it has to do with the damn religious dickholes in Washington, or just that nobody really cares anymore... i really just hate the world, who knows what i'm trying to say. the Eagles are Shit this season... i am pretty upset about that i havent seen an exciting game with the Eagles since last season...blah. i dont feel like writing anymore

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 01:36:52 GMT

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Post your results.
1) How tall is darwingate? short, not sure exactly
2) What flavor of jello would samantha_joan be? ummm the tastiest
3) What is bleedallthesame's shoe size? 9?
4) Do you have eroticalybrutal's screenname? yes
5) Is nethngbutordnry in a relationship? no, not that i know of
6) Do you have a crush on nethngbutordnry? haha gosh no
7) Where would forgive_my_eyes most like to visit? my asshole
8) What animal should bleedallthesame be combined with? a stork
9) What is soul_sets_fire allergic to? no idea
10) What animal does ima_dino_robot remind you of? a bunny, cause we fuck
11) What song/movie would you recommend to come_0n_eileen? Sin City, cause she falls asleep everytime we try to watch it
12) How long have you known darwingate? 2 or three years
13) Where was forgive_my_eyes born? Philadelphia?
14) Is moonboy014 related to you? nope
15) come_0n_eileen's eye color? "wintery mix" she claims
16) If nethngbutordnry had a superpower, what would it be? x-ray eyes
17) What is forgive_my_eyes's favorite movie? not sure :(
18) What video game does sallythewindow remind you of? Tomb Raider!!!
19) How would bleedallthesame kill forgive_my_eyes? RAPE!!!!!
20) Does the_mad_poet travel a lot? nope, if she did she'd travel her cute ass over here and visit!!!
21) What is bleedallthesame's favorite food? sushi or Taco BEll
22) What word best describes disordernow? fucking Kick ass
23) What is forgive_my_eyes's biggest flaw? nothing really he is an amazing person
24) What is the_mad_poet's favorite band/artist? Freeze pop
25) What would you do if come_0n_eileen died? Die too
26) Have you flirted with darwingate? yes i'll admit it
27) Does the_mad_poet have a crush on soul_sets_fire? hahaha god no
28) Did nethngbutordnry break up with you? no, well maybe, i hope not!
29) If sallythewindow took over the world, who would be happy? i would!!! she is a very nice person, the world needs that
30) When did you last call samantha_joan? when i was at work Friday
31) Do sallythewindow and ima_dino_robot go to the same school? they did 02-03
32) What is the_mad_poet's favorite color? green
33) What would bleedallthesame give forgive_my_eyes for his/her birthday? sex
34) Are bleedallthesame and samantha_joan married? no!
35) What would come_0n_eileen think of nethngbutordnry? she's nuts!!
36) What rank would nethngbutordnry have in a giant robot army? general!!!!!
37) Which of your friends should longshotzero go out with? Melinda
38) Are moonboy014 and longshotzero going out? not even close
39) What would forgive_my_eyes do differently in your shoes? probably do life right
40) Could you see darwingate and bleedallthesame together? nah
41) Would forgive_my_eyes and eroticalybrutal look good together? no
42) What would you do if you found out darwingate has a crush on you? i was flattered
43) What do you agree with disordernow about? everything
44) What planet should longshotzero be from? Earth
45) Is disordernow an emo? god no!!!!
46) Is soul_sets_fire 1337? what the fuck does that mean
47) Have you ever dated nethngbutordnry? yeah once!!!!!
48) Does disordernow drink? yes
49) How many monkeys could moonboy014 fight at once and win against? 3, no more, no less
50) What languages does dorkyandsweet speak? english and spanish??
51) Would you wrestle sallythewindow in jello? nah, she's too quite for that
52) If nethngbutordnry was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? logic!!!!!!
53) Is forgive_my_eyes single? yes
54) Does darwingate know bleedallthesame? no
55) Is samantha_joan dead sexy? YES!!!!!
56) Would come_0n_eileen and soul_sets_fire make a good couple? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
57) Would samantha_joan go out with come_0n_eileen? hahaha yes
58) Is bleedallthesame a college student? no
59) Would you set up sallythewindow and ima_dino_robot? Nah
60) Has come_0n_eileen been to your house/dorm? she lives here!!
61) Is come_0n_eileen related to forgive_my_eyes? in some respects
62) One quality you find attractive in ima_dino_robot? her eyes!!!
63) One thing you can't stand about ima_dino_robot? i love her!!
64) Which president would bleedallthesame be likely to idolize? Polk
65) If the_mad_poet were hanging off a cliff, what would disordernow do? give her a hand, he's a sweetheart
66) Would come_0n_eileen be a better ninja or pirate? pirate
67) If darwingate and eroticalybrutal were siamese twins, where would they be joined? the butt
68) Does darwingate have a dog? ummm i honestly dont know
69) Does come_0n_eileen have a big secret? maybe
70) Where was moonboy014 born? arkanas??
71) Is longshotzero friends with soul_sets_fire? um i dont know
72) Is ima_dino_robot popular? yup
73) What color should ima_dino_robot dye their hair? blue
74) How long would sallythewindow dating moonboy014 last? 3 days
75) Is soul_sets_fire your best friend? no, was once
76) Is soul_sets_fire a high school student? no
77) Do you think samantha_joan is hot? B-E-A utiful!
78) If darwingate and ima_dino_robot were spliced together, what would it be like? weird
79) Is the_mad_poet athletic? she runs
80) Is moonboy014 a nerd? yeah a bit!!!!
81) What comic book character would the_mad_poet be? Claire!
82) Has dorkyandsweet dyed their hair? maybe
83) If ima_dino_robot and longshotzero were spliced together, what would be its name? fuckingawesomegreat a saur
84) Does disordernow go to your school? he did
85) What is nethngbutordnry's favorite game? sex
86) What mental disorder does the_mad_poet remind you of?
87) Where did you first meet sallythewindow? Elementary school
88) Does moonboy014 do drugs? yes
89) longshotzero's hair color? blondish
90) Thoughts on longshotzero? fantastic!!!
91) What do you disagree with eroticalybrutal about? i dont know
92) If ima_dino_robot took over the world, who would suffer? creepy old men
93) Are nethngbutordnry and bleedallthesame going steady? NO!
94) Would you ever date samantha_joan? YES!!!!!!!!!
95) How would disordernow conquer the world? in a bloody way
96) Is longshotzero introverted or extroverted? not sure what that means
97) What exotic animal would the_mad_poet like as a pet? frog
98) Would you make out with dorkyandsweet? nah
99) Does eroticalybrutal smoke? yea i think so
100) If darwingate commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? hmm not quite sure

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 01:45:26 GMT

if you could be doing anything at all right now, what would it be? with Jon Morris somewhere, anywhere
current clothing- Blue t shirt, white long sleve torn up thing, plaid pants, converse
current mood- blah, and bored
current taste- chips and coke
current hair- not done
current annoyance- my finger
current smell- gross
current thing you ought to be doing- nothing really
current jewelry- body jewlery/safety pins, in my piercings, and braclet, ring, and necklace
current book - Ablion's Seed
current refreshment- coke
current worry- a shit load of them
theres is a lot more-->
current favorite celebrity- meh
current longing- to be at least content, if not happy
current music- Mix Samantha made me
current wish- I was good
current lyric in your head- "hey"
current makeup (if you're a girl!) - not a girl
current undergarments- boxers
current regret- life
current desktop picture- same as myspace background
current plans for tonight/weekend - tonight sleep, tomorrow go to pep boys
current cuss word du jour- shit
current disappointment- myself
current amusement- nothing really i'm bored
current IM/person you're talking to - not signed on, but i was talking to the black kid about an hour ago
current obsession- tasty Kakes, the Kandy Kakes ones mmmmmmmmmm
current avoidance- the living room
current thing or things on your wall - shit load of posters and spray paint
current favorite book- Kick Me
current favorite movie- Sin City, I know, i'm surprised too, but it was fucking good
how old do you feel? 16
where were you on september 11th, 2001? school
what do you believe is the meaning of life? to fail and die
why is the sky blue? because of atmopshere shit
what is your favorite thing to cook? grilled cheese
you have only a dollar to your name...what do you buy? some nachos from Taco Bell
what would your last meal be? Taco Bell, or my Dad's Grilled Cheese
what is the youngest age you have memories of? 3
what is your favorite thing in the world? Samantha
what is your most missed memory? all of 12th grade
have you ever punched someone on purpose? yes
do you know what color chartreuse is close to? no
did you like garbage pail kids? no
why do we have daylight savings time? Pep told me it's cause father time fucked Mother nature?? i guess that makes sense
what living person would you want to meet? Roger Miret
what dead person? Brandon Possible
where in the world would you live if you could? Trale, Ireland
who is your favorite artist? I hate art, but i guess it would be Samantha
who has had the most influence on you (good or bad)? me!
what is your favorite dessert? Kandy Kakes
what age is your favorite so far in your life? 17
can you make cookies from scratch? yeah
was the chicken first or the egg? the egg
hershey or nestle? Hershey
night out or night in? both are nice
single forever with a great family or no family and your soulmate? single
what is your favorite scented candle? none
do you ever wear a wife beater? never
if you could live in a store which one would it be? Walmart so i could burn it down
can you eat a dozen donuts in one sitting? oh, my, never
what is your favorite curse word? Shit
your favorite regular word? uh shit
have you ever read/tried to read the bible? no way
who do you dislike most in the world? Me!!!
what is your ideal date? whatever
would you rather marry a deaf or blind person? Blind
what is your favorite shape? Samantha's
can you eat just one chip? sure
where is the farthest you've ever been from home? France
what song do you identify with most? Misunderstanding Maybe, By Divit
which movie do you wish was your life? fuck that
has someone ever intentionally put food on you? Yes
what color is your favorite? Green
what color do you feel represents you? black?
do you believe in God? no
have you ever broken a bone? no
have you ever shut someone's fingers in a door? no
what is the weirdest thing you have ever eaten and hated? i dont try new things... EVER
what is the weirdest thing you have ever eaten and liked? a hot dog??
what is your ideal ice cream creation? shut up asshole
if you could marry someone from a movie (the character not actor) then who? Danny Daly
what is your favorite thing to do? bedtime!!
what is your favorite junk food? Kandy Kakes
what is the longest you've gone without talking to anyone? 4 days
what is your favorite board game? Monopoly
what movie could you watch over and over again? None!!!
do you know how to change a tire? yes
have you ever eaten paste? no
what is your ideal halloween costume? shut up!!!
what toy have you always wanted and never gotten? no clue
what item could you not go without during the day? my Knife
do you consider yourself a smart person? nah
who was your first crush? Shannon
who was your first love? i dont know anymore
do you close your eyes when you listen to music? yeah, only when i drive though!
how old were you when life was the hardest? right now
do you eat the burnt chips? yeah i dont look at them
do you still have your baby blanket? my mom does i'm sure
is there anything you HAVE to do everyday?(besides necessities) yes
do you curse in front of family? yes
what is your favorite tv show ever? Freeks and Geeks
if you had to get back with and ex who would it be? no
when was the last time you felt truly loved by someone? Tonight
what character trait would you change about yourself? all of it
have you ever passed out? yep
have you ever slapped yourself in the face? yea
have you been in a car accident? yea
favorite line from a song? "I'm your worn in leather jacket I'm the volume in your fucked up teenage band A bag of smokes and a six pack I'm the dreams you had walking down the railroad tracks You and Me... I'm with you when you're born you can take me when you die for all the reasons why dont take me for granted"
favorite line from a movie? i dont feel like thinking
what do you do when the power goes out? sleep
who do people say you look like? i've heard all kinds of shit, Mr. Bean, Mark idontknowhislastname, or Justin Sane
favorite holiday? Hallloween
if you could know how, when and where you will die, would you want to know? No

i'm bored and cant sleep anymore

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 04:59:18 GMT

the Social D show tonight was postpone cause someone is sick or something

1. What time is it? 1244 AM

2. Name? Brendan

3. Nickname(if any): not so much

4. If you were a skittle, what color would you be?: green

5. Single or taken?: taken

6. Zodiac: no clue

7. Hair color: green

8. Eye color: green

9. Height: 5'8

10. Favorite Color: green

11. Glasses, contacts or neither: glasses

12. Braces?: three years ago

13. Piercing/tattoos?: 3

14. Birthplace: Philadelpha, PA

16. Siblings names: Megan Colin

******HAVE YOU EVER******

17. Cut your own hair?: all the time

18. Had sex? yes

19. Been out of the country? yes

20. drank/ smoked/ been high?: yes

21. Skipped school?: yes

22. Bungee jumped? no

23. Went to a concert? yes

24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? no

25. Kiss more than two people in one day? no

26. Stared at the stars for hours? yes

27. TP'd someone's house?: yes

28. Won something? yes

29. Asked someone out? yes

30. Been rejected? yes

31. Been in love?: yes

32. Been to a funeral? a few

33. Used a lighter?: yes

34. Been on stage?: yes

******FAVORITE*****

35. Food: none really anymore

36. Ice cream flavor: none

37. summer activities: walks, Jon Morris!

38. School subject(s): history

39. Breakfast cereal: Life

40. Number(s): none

41. Book(s): Kick Me

42. Movie(s): meh a lot

44. Drink: Milk

45. State: WY

46. Place: anywhere

47. Sport to watch on TV: football

48. Sport to play: ultimate

49. Bands/musicians: Agnostic Front

50. Letter(s):

51. Fast food restaraunt: Taco Bell

52. Cartoon Character: Louie

53. Holiday: Halloween is the one i always have the best memories

54. Name for a son: Liam

55. Name for a daughter: Kaliegh

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla: nope

57. dogs or cats: nope

58. Long relationships or one night stands?: long relationships

59. Mcdonald's or Wendy's: Micky D's

60. Scary movies or comedies? scary

61. Silver or gold?: silver

62 Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

64. Hedgehog: sonic

65. School: B-town

66. Grass: green

67. Cow: milk

68. Canada: move

69. Mouse: Micky

70. Hand: job

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? yes

72. Talked on the phone?: yes

73. Cried?: nope

74. Threw up?: nope

75. Drank a glass of water?: yes

76. Talked to the opposite sex?: yes

77. Read a book or magazine?: yeah i was bored at work so i started going through people's mail Maxium is a stupid magazine

78. Watched TV?: Yes

79. Looked in the mirror? Yes

80. Taken a shower?: Yes

81. Taken a picture?: me? no fucking way

82. Listened to music?: yes

83. Kissed someone?: YES!

84. Done your HW? no

85. Told someone you loved them?: yes

***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******

86. Heaven? no

88. Aliens?: sure

89. Fun for the entire family? nah

90. Freedom of speech? yes

91. Love?: yes

92. Magic?: no

*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******

93. Last movie you saw in theatres?: The Fog

94. Are you listening to music right now?: nope

95. What clothes are you wearing today? um Black socks, Dogpile pants, the red belt, a torn Exploited shitr, and a black thermal shirt, oh and Irish underpants

96. Do you like your middle name?: lots

97. What is the best thing since sliced bread? me?

98. What color is your backpack? blue

99. What time is it now? 1255 AM

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the Social D show tonight was postpone cause someone is sick or something
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1. What time is it? 1244 AM

2. Name? Brendan

3. Nickname(if any): not so much

4. If you were a skittle, what color would you be?: green

5. Single or taken?: taken

6. Zodiac: no clue

7. Hair color: green

8. Eye color: green

9. Height: 5'8

10. Favorite Color: green

11. Glasses, contacts or neither: glasses

12. Braces?: three years ago

13. Piercing/tattoos?: 3

14. Birthplace: Philadelpha, PA

16. Siblings names: Megan Colin

******HAVE YOU EVER******

17. Cut your own hair?: all the time

18. Had sex? yes

19. Been out of the country? yes

20. drank/ smoked/ been high?: yes

21. Skipped school?: yes

22. Bungee jumped? no

23. Went to a concert? yes

24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? no

25. Kiss more than two people in one day? no

26. Stared at the stars for hours? yes

27. TP'd someone's house?: yes

28. Won something? yes

29. Asked someone out? yes

30. Been rejected? yes

31. Been in love?: yes

32. Been to a funeral? a few

33. Used a lighter?: yes

34. Been on stage?: yes

******FAVORITE*****

35. Food: none really anymore

36. Ice cream flavor: none

37. summer activities: walks, Jon Morris!

38. School subject(s): history

39. Breakfast cereal: Life

40. Number(s): none

41. Book(s): Kick Me

42. Movie(s): meh a lot

44. Drink: Milk

45. State: WY

46. Place: anywhere

47. Sport to watch on TV: football

48. Sport to play: ultimate

49. Bands/musicians: Agnostic Front

50. Letter(s):

51. Fast food restaraunt: Taco Bell

52. Cartoon Character: Louie

53. Holiday: Halloween is the one i always have the best memories

54. Name for a son: Liam

55. Name for a daughter: Kaliegh

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla: nope

57. dogs or cats: nope

58. Long relationships or one night stands?: long relationships

59. Mcdonald's or Wendy's: Micky D's

60. Scary movies or comedies? scary

61. Silver or gold?: silver

62 Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

64. Hedgehog: sonic

65. School: B-town

66. Grass: green

67. Cow: milk

68. Canada: move

69. Mouse: Micky

70. Hand: job

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? yes

72. Talked on the phone?: yes

73. Cried?: nope

74. Threw up?: nope

75. Drank a glass of water?: yes

76. Talked to the opposite sex?: yes

77. Read a book or magazine?: yeah i was bored at work so i started going through people's mail Maxium is a stupid magazine

78. Watched TV?: Yes

79. Looked in the mirror? Yes

80. Taken a shower?: Yes

81. Taken a picture?: me? no fucking way

82. Listened to music?: yes

83. Kissed someone?: YES!

84. Done your HW? no

85. Told someone you loved them?: yes

***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******

86. Heaven? no

88. Aliens?: sure

89. Fun for the entire family? nah

90. Freedom of speech? yes

91. Love?: yes

92. Magic?: no

*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******

93. Last movie you saw in theatres?: The Fog

94. Are you listening to music right now?: nope

95. What clothes are you wearing today? um Black socks, Dogpile pants, the red belt, a torn Exploited shitr, and a black thermal shirt, oh and Irish underpants

96. Do you like your middle name?: lots

97. What is the best thing since sliced bread? me?

98. What color is your backpack? blue

99. What time is it now? 1255 AM

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I miss Samantha

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 16:26:36 GMT

so today i had another test... it was lame i think i passed though. i still feel like shit about myself and really dont feel like i do anything right, but i figured some shit out last night while talking to Samantha (when she was asleep) so hopefully it helps a little? nothing exciting the rest of the week for me i guess... until Friday, i get to see Jon Morris and Social Distorion all in the same night!!!! that'll be fucking fantastic!!! um other than that... nothing... ok bye

why 16 year olds arent allowed to vote

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 23:47:33 GMT

"Yeah ok well I have better things to do other than sitting and studying our presidents choices. Just hes the president theres nothing you or anyone else can do to get him out of office so why dont you do everyone a favor just get over your self or move to Canada or something. =)" - Hope 16

Why we don't let 16 year olds vote.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 15:10:51 GMT

so today marks 7 months for Samantha and i pretty cool stuff... i hate myself more than usual lately, and feel like digging myself a hole and hiding for most of forever... i fell like i dont do anything right, and i definately doont think i'm treating Samantha right grrr i wish the things in my head would come out as words so i didnt just sound like a whinney ass hole meh oh well

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 21:18:10 GMT

so last night was amazing
Samantha didnt have to work, so we took a trip to see Ralph Ritter in Williamsport... which should have been about a 3 hour drive... the trip started off at 5PM it took a half an hour to get from our apartment to the turn pike... a 4 mile drive. the hole way down the Turn pike traffic was really thick, but moving steadly... we found a guy that didnt stay in the same lane for more than 30 seconds at a time... so we followed him and had a time... then ;)... then when we got on to I 80 we put the car in park because of an acceident and sat in the back seat for 45 minutes... it was pretty smooth sailing after that... we finally made it to Ralph's at 1030. Ralph treated us to Pizza, and then we just talked at his place til around 145 when Samantha got tired. so I drove home while Samantha slept i hate driving in the rain, and i cant see shit at night, but we made it home alive in 2 hours and 15 minutes, so we did pretty well i thought... um tonight i'm going to try to figure out how to take the bus to see Jon Morris i miss that kid something fierce!!!
ok later
Brendan

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 20:15:07 GMT

I'm Gonna Be an UNCLE/GODPARENT!!!!!! Brandon got his Girl friend pregnant, and since i'm one of his best friends and his family all passed away i get to be the Unlce and the Godfather!!! i feel bad for him he is so stressed out, but i'm going to try to make things easier for him... in other news i feel like shit lately, i have to get my car from the postoffice, i hate shitty things i'll update more later cause i dont care anymore!

Samantha is doing homework... i'm bored

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:55:43 GMT

L A S T . . .
01. Last Cigarette: couple weeks ago thanks to Samantha<3
02. Last Kiss: 3 minutes ago
03. Last Cry: long ago
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: no idea
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: Venom
06. Last Book Read: Albions seed
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck
08. Last Beverage Drank: Pepsi
09. Last Food Consumed: Taco Bell
11. Last TV Show Watched: Simpsons
12. Last Time Showered: thismorning
13. Last shoes worn: converse
14. Last CD Played: Justin Sane
15. Last Soda Drank: Pepsi
16. Last Thing Written: dont remember
17. Last Words Spoken: you
18. Last Sleep: this morning
21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: ewww
22. Last Time Wanting to Die: not long ago
26. Last Big Car Ride: dont remember
27. Last Crush: Samantha i guess
28. Last Annoyance: myself
30. Last Time told off: no idea
32. Last Web Site Visited: lj

N U M B E R O F . . .
01. piercings: 6 sometimes less
02. tattoos: none
03. height: 5'8"
04. shoe size: 7.5
05. hair color: green purple brown
06. siblings: 2

L A S T . . .
01. last movie you rented? Around the world in 80 Days
02. movie you bought: no idea
03. song you listened to: For Pat
04. song that was stuck in your head: dont remember
05. person you've called: Grandmom
06. person that's called you: no idea
08. friend you made: i dont make new friends

D O Y O U...
01. you have a crush on someone? no
02. you wish you could live somewhere else? no
03. you think about suicide: yeah at times
05. others find you attractive: they lie
06. you want anymore piercings: no
10. you like cleaning: yea
11. you like roller coasters: no
12. you write in cursive or print: Print.

F O R *O R *A G A I N S T ...
long distance relationship: it can work...
killing people: nah
teenage smoking: whatever
doing drugs: whatever
soap opera: is this even a question

About You
1- Full Name: Brendan Patrick Francis Lawlor
2- Eye Color: green
3- Hair Color: 3 colors
4- Height: 5'8"
5- Glasses/Contacts: glasses sometimes when i want to see
6- Braces: not anymore
7- Age: 20
8- DOB: 21 Feb 1985
9- Zodiac Sign: the hell if i know
10- Family (Name, Age): what?

Favoritesd 7
11- Favorite Number: i dont know 3
12- Favorite Food: gummy worms
13- Favorite Drink: 2% Solomans Milk
14- Favorite Book: Kick Me
15- Favorite Car: American
16- Favorite Flavor of Chips: salt and Vin.
17- Favorite Flavor of Pop: Cola
18- Favorite Cookie: soft Cocolate chip
19- Favorite Restaurant (and Fast Food Place): Taco Bell
20- Favorite Color: green

Have You Ever
21- Stole From A Store: Yes
22- Lied: Yes
23- Cheated On A Test: Yes
24- Been To Another Province/State: Yes
25- Been To Another Country: Yes
26- Flown In A Plane: Yes
27- Been To A Concert: Yes
28- Tried To Kill Yourself: once
29- Thought About Killing Yourself: Yes
30- Got In Trouble By The Police: Yes
31- Gone Skinny Dipping: Yes
32- Cut Yourself On Purpose: Yes
33- Prank Called Someone: No
34- Had Sex: Yes
35- Given and/or Recieved Oral Sex: Yes
36- Called 911: No
37- Been In A Physical Fight: Yes
38- Rode A Roller Coaster: Yes<3
39- Wished You Were Someone Else: Yes
40- Play An Instrument (Which One): Drums

Do You
41- Have A Job: Yes
42- Play A Sport: No
43- Drive: When my car lets me
44- Have A Messy Room: which room?
45- Believe In Ghosts: No
46- Believe In God: NO
47- Like To Dance: No
48- Like To Sing: Yes
49- Have Any Piercings (Where): Nipple, penis ears, and my nose and lip come and go
50- Love someone (Truly): Yes

This Or That
51- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
52- Vanilla or Chocolate: No
53- Rock or Rap: Rock
54- Pink or Purple: Purple
55- Messy or Neat: neat
56- Hugs or Kisses: both
57- TV or Books: tv
58- Comedy or Horror: Horror.
59- Casual or Dressy: Casual
60- Dolphins or Monkeys: Monkeys

Relationships/Friendships
61- Are You Going Out With Anyone (Who): YAY SAMANTHA!!!!!!!!!
62- Do You Have A Crush (Who):
63- Do You Have Any Online Friends: No i hate that shit

I...
71- I Know: nothing
72- I want: a bat
73- I wish: i didnt suck
74- I Have: a boner
75- I Hate: me
76- I Miss: Jen
77- I Fear: myself
78- I Hear: water
79- I Search: for poop
80- I Love: Samanatha
81- I Ache: my belly
82- I Care: about my family and friends
83- I Always: suck
84- I Dance: ungood
85- I Cry: not enough
86- I Do Not Always: say the right things.
87- I Write: nothing

bored!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 00:20:49 GMT

1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? Start the water then get in

2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle? nah

3.) Do you moan like the people on the Herbal Essences? nah

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? yep :)

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? no way

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? yep

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? yup

8.) How old do you look? 18?

9.) How old do you act? no idea

10) What's the last song you sang? no idea probably something by Rilo Kiley when i was in Samnantha's car

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything? a Union

12.) What are your plans for the weekend? Horrorpops and the Disasters with Jon Morris!!! and a beef and beer

13.) Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? closed

14.) What's the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? what the fuck

15.) Have you ever said I love you? Yep

16.) Does anything on your body itch right now? my knee

17.) What color is the carpet in your bedroom? tan

18.) Have you ever had a member of the opposite sex in your bedroom? yes

19.) Who's the sexiest famous woman? um Brody?

20.) Who's the sexiest famous MAN alive? Justin

21). Are you more creative alone, or with others? with others

22) Does every family have a crazy uncle or is it just mine? umm

23). Have you ever smuggled something into America? nah

24). Do you end up making a fool of yourself when you try flirting with someone you like? yes

25). Does playing the guitar make a girl/GUY more attractive? no

26). Do you believe that your name fits your personality? sure?

27). Do you exercise before you eat in the morning? no

28). Do you live in a city with a good sports team? no.

29). Is it better to be single or in a relationship? both have perks

30). What do you think about the person who sent you this survey? um nothig really

another

[ ] I am bisexual

[ ] I am homosexual

[ ] I've run away from home

[x] I listen to controversial music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad

[ ] I open up to others easily

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world

[x] I watch the news

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs

[ ] I own an ipod

[ ] I own something from Hot Topic

[x] I love Disney movies.

[ ]I am a sucker for emo boys

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse regularly.

[ ] I have "x"(s) in my screen name. - i wanted it without xs at first but it was taken so i dont care that much

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam

[x]I bake well

[x] I would wear pajamas to school.

[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

[x] I have a job

[ ] I love Martha Stewart.

[x] I am in love with someone.

[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS

[x] I am self conscious.

[x] I like to laugh.

[ ] I smoke a pack a day.

[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I have many scars

[x] I've been out of this country

[ ] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room

[x] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I love chocolate.

[x] I bite my nails when i'm nervous

[x] I am comfortable with being me.

[x] I play computer games/video games when I'm bored

[x] Gotten lost in the city

[x] Seen a shooting star.

[x] had a serious Surgery.

[x]Gone out in public in your pajamas

[x] kissed a stranger.

[x] Hugged a stranger.

[x] been in a fist fight with the same sex.

[ ] Been arrested.

[ ] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[x] Made out in an elevator.

[x] Swore at your parents.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[ ] Broken a bone.

[ ] Played spin the bottle.

[x] Gotten stitches

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[x] Bitten someone.

[x] Been to Niagara Falls.

[x] Gotten the chicken pox.

[x]Crashed into a car

[ ] Been to Africa

[x] Ridden in a taxi.

[x] Been fired.

[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

[x] Stole something.

[ ] gone on a blind date.

[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe

[ ] Slept with a co-worker.

[ ] Been married

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[x] Saw someone dying.

[x]driven over 400 miles in one day.

[x] Been to Canada.

[x] been on a plane.

[x] saw the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[ ] Eaten Sushi.

[ ] Been snowboarding

[x] Been skiing.

[ ] Been ice skating.

[no fucking way] Met someone in person from the internet.

[ ] Been to a motocross show.

[x]Going to or have gone to college.

[ ] Done hard drugs

[ ] Taken painkillers.

[x] Cheated on someone else

And another

1. FIRST NAME?
Brendan

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
a church

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
no

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?
um

5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
not long enough ago

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no its chicken scratch

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
beef

8. ANY BAD HABITS?
a lot

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
GC

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
nah

11. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
maybe I dont know

12. DO LOOKS MATTER?
a bit

13. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
i hold it in, then it just comes out

14. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
bed

15. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
ish

16. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
dont rememebr

17. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
all the art classes they made me take

18. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
yes

19. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yes

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
yes and I MISS them

21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A Guy/Girl?
lots

22. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Slick

23. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
never!

24. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
my boots i do, but not my cons

25. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
sure

26. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ice cream FLAVOR?
none

27. What is your shoe size
7.5

28. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
green

29.HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
none

30. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Samantha, Jen, Matt, and the Black kid

31. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
nah

32. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
nothing

33. LAST THING YOU ATE?
i dont remember

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
John Welhan

35. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes

36. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS?
he's a greatr friend

37. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
a little skeezed

38. FAVORITE DRINK?
milk

39. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Whiskey

40. FAVORITE SPORT?
Ultimate

41. HAIR COLOR?
green purple brown

42. EYE COLOR?
green

43. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no

44. SIBLINGS?
brother and sister

45. FAVORITE MONTH?
dont have a favorite

46. FAVORITE FOOD?
what ever i am eating at the moment and how hungary i am when I eat it!

47. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Jurassic Park

48. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
hmm dont really have a favorite

49. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
usually

50. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter

51. HUGS OR KISSES?
hmm both

52. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships

53. FAVORITE SEXUAL POSTION?
all of them

54. WOULD YOU SLEEP WITH ANY OF YOUR MYSPACE FRIENDS IF YOU COULD?

55. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
?

56. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
?

57. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
none

58.WHAT COLOR IS YOUR MOUSEPAD?
black and grey

59. I LIKE CHICKEN...
POX

60. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i dont remember

61. FAVORITE SMELLS?
fabric softener

62. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
yummm kisses

63. FAVORITE TV SHOW OF ALL TIME?
freeks and geeks