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hey im back i havent been online for about 4 months but i'm back now
things were really bad with Samantha for a while, but i think we are finally getting back on track. with as much pain there has been our love is strong because we both want to be together still hope everyone i havent talked to in forever is well

i love you Samantha

1.) Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
yes, definately

2.) Do you own an iPod?
no i have no use for one

3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?
don't have a myspace

4.) What time is your alarm clock set for?
not sure

5.) If there was a fire, what would be the first thing you would grab?
pants

6.) Flip flops or sneakers?
sneakers

7.) Who's your favourite Disney princess?
Cinderella

8.) What was the last movie you watched?
Open Water 2

9.) What's your favourite flower?
none

10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy?
yes

11.) Have you ever tried sticking your fingers together?
yes

12.) What CD is currently in your CD player?
a mix i made

13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
2% Solomans

14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week?
i dont think so

16.) Who was the last person to call you?
uh i dont know

17.) When was the last time you cried?
couple of weeks ago

18.) Why?
relationship

19.) How many siblings do you have?
2

20.) Last time someone gave you flowers?
Jr. High

21.) What movie do you know every line to?
SLC Punk, Memphis Belle

22.) Do you own any band t-shirts?
most of my shirts are

23) What's the longest book you've read?
1000 pages

24.) Are you mad at anyone?
no

26.) Have you ever thrown up in public?
yes

27.) Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
desktop

28.) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
more tattoos

29.) What is the weather like?
too hot

30.) Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
yes

31.) Is sex before marriage wrong?
no

32.) When was the last time you slept on the floor?
uh labor day

33.) How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
4

35.) Are your days full and fast-paced?
no

46) What is your favourite TV show?
a lot

47) Which celebrity dead or alive would you want to have lunch with?
eh doesn't matter none really

49) What one thing do you wish you had?
eh who knows

1. what cd have you forgotten about and then recently remembered you love so much?
none

2. what was the last thing that reminded you of someone and who did it remind you of?
uh nothing really

3. if you die, do you ever worry that your penapal/online/long distance friends might never find out about it?
i don't really have any all my friends are relatively close and know each other

4. what is the most depressing song ever?
Swiss Army Romance

5. what kinds of things are you planning on doing this summer?
i dont know

6. what kind of punctuation mark is your least favorite?
semi colons

7. what do you think is the best way to get a date?
ask someone

8. what kind of sections is your buddy list divided up into?
school and home

9. what are some of your favorite music videos?
Against Me! Thrash Unreal

10. whats your favorite eighties song?
not sure

11. what actor/actress is so so sexy to you?
Audrey Tautou

12. be honest, are you going to get some this summer or what?
i would hope so

13. whats the strangest dream you've ever had?
dont remember

14. whats your favorite kind of natural disaster?
Tsunamis

15. whats your least favorite month?
August

16. if you could change your birthday, when would it be?
i wouldnt

17. if you could get anything you wanted for your birthday this year, what would it be?
a boat

18. who's house did you sleep at last?
mine

19. Where'd it go?
it's still on Oak st

20. what was the last beautiful thing you noticed?
the Delaware

21. what makes you cry?
nothing

22. what do you think your bestest friends are doing right now?
Bestest? well Samantha and Jon are both at school, and i haven't heard from the Black kid in ages

23. what was the last good thing you ate?
Burger King Monday

24. have you, or do you think you'll ever be able to trust anyone enough to tell them every single one of your secrets?
maybe

25. who do you think would cry if they ever read your journal?
nobody

26. what is the cure for the summer time blues?
sex

27. whats the last cd you listened to?
mix i made

28. give me a quote that will do me some good.
"get your head out of your ass and try for once, you'll never be happy if you settle"

We got the house!!! we were approved, and the people took our offer so we are now almost officially homeowners. settlement is going to be mid august. they wanted 117,500 for it but we offered 112,000 and they took it yay i'm pretty darn excited

soit's about time for an update i guess. my dad is home for good now, still handicaped, but he doesnt have to be in a nursing home, and the construction on my mom's house is almost complete. my apartment lease is up at the end of August, so i have been looking to buy a house. we put an offer on a nice one in pottstown, but the people selling wanted more of a seller asist than we were offering. it seems like i finally have my life in order, but it still seems like a mess. i shaved my head, so nomore mohawk. i went to Dorney park Saturday and met up with my friend Jonathan and Diana from Jersey, since Jon just got out of jail. Brandon's baby is due in early June, and the christing is on July 23, i think it's the first time i have ever looked forward to going to Delaware.
ok that's it for me.
Brendan

ok so it's been quite a while... uh i crashed a mail truck that's my biggest news i guess i'm fine just bruises... i feel like shit about myself again... whoo depression. i did go to DC last weekend and that was some fun i enjoyed myself. uh i dont care anymore

meh

i hate finding out who my friends are... and realizing it's not who i thought were the best

sooooooooooooooo.... well i've kinda patched things up with my Mom, and she is coming for dinner Wednesday night... so that'll be cool, i'm making pepperoni bread, and steak and broccoli bread, Megan would want to come home for that. i'm so tired of life, i never got stressed before, because i never worried, now i'm constantly stressed and constantly worried, i want Mel Gibson's superpower!!! that'd help take alot off my mind!!! bleck, my Asst. Postmaster flipped shit on me yesterday cause i was supposed to show up at 330 AM, but didnt go in til 930 AM, i'm always late, and he is really getting pissed. i miss younger years... i'm not as big a fan of adult life as i thought id be. oh and the Eagles are losing too. so fuck! i need to burn something, break something, hit something, or see Jon Morris... ah life... thank goodness for Samantha, or i would not want to live. oh on a better note we got a new roomate yesterday, his name is Greg, he's in to activism and Anarchy so that's really cool i like him... i drank half a gallon of Ice tea today... i peed lots!! King of the Hill, Family Guy, and the Simpsons were great tonight, but the only football game i watched sucked so i dont know i have no order or point to this entry goodnight everybody :)

somy car is dead, and the jeepis in th shop already...i hate my automotive life. Sunday night Jen convinced me to do something i havent doone in forever...it was wierd. um last nightwas halloween, it was amazing cause i was with Samantha... but there werent even any damn scary shows on TV!!!i'm so pised. we just watched movies and played aropund which is good. yesterday i went home and it wasnt bad, mymom was not overly mom acting, and it was the first time in over a month isaw colin

hmm i'm going to try for a real update for once... i do too many surveys, but i have a lot on my mind... first off what the hell happened to Halloween, i hate holidays, but Hallowenn is just amazing?? but it seems like there isnt even a halloween this year, i've seen one comercial that involves halloweenish shit and it was a sleepy hollow/bud light thing. i remember when every comericial got kids excited for halloween, Dunkin Doughnuts had the scary jimmies on there doughnuts with the darcula's castle commercial, and Micky D's always had the McNuggets dressed in fun costumes and wouldgive happy meals in a pumkin, or witch, or ghost bucket... i dont know i just feel like it's a shame kids are missing out on the greatness that HAlloween means to me. i dont know wheather it has to do with the damn religious dickholes in Washington, or just that nobody really cares anymore... i really just hate the world, who knows what i'm trying to say. the Eagles are Shit this season... i am pretty upset about that i havent seen an exciting game with the Eagles since last season...blah. i dont feel like writing anymore

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if you could be doing anything at all right now, what would it be? with Jon Morris somewhere, anywhere
current clothing- Blue t shirt, white long sleve torn up thing, plaid pants, converse
current mood- blah, and bored
current taste- chips and coke
current hair- not done
current annoyance- my finger
current smell- gross
current thing you ought to be doing- nothing really
current jewelry- body jewlery/safety pins, in my piercings, and braclet, ring, and necklace
current book - Ablion's Seed
current refreshment- coke
current worry- a shit load of them
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so today i had another test... it was lame i think i passed though. i still feel like shit about myself and really dont feel like i do anything right, but i figured some shit out last night while talking to Samantha (when she was asleep) so hopefully it helps a little? nothing exciting the rest of the week for me i guess... until Friday, i get to see Jon Morris and Social Distorion all in the same night!!!! that'll be fucking fantastic!!! um other than that... nothing... ok bye

"Yeah ok well I have better things to do other than sitting and studying our presidents choices. Just hes the president theres nothing you or anyone else can do to get him out of office so why dont you do everyone a favor just get over your self or move to Canada or something. =)" - Hope 16

Why we don't let 16 year olds vote.